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Awake In A Mental Coma
01:09
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Awake In A Mental Coma
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My mind is just an open casket
waiting to be eaten alive
by vermin metaphorically in my head
No matter how much I scream into the black
No one screams back except the echo of my own voice
Tearing my souls apart
this ever consuming darkness
I’m thinking of ending things
This is not how I pictured my life going
Awake in a fucking mental coma
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Banging My Head Against The Wall
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Headsplitter
Banging my head against the wall
I can´t stop
I won´t stop
Not until I bleed to death on the ground
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Conscious Self Destructive Behaviour
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Dissonance in my head
I just want this shit to end
Self medicating my own depression
Causing endless self destruction
I got nothing left to hold on to
No safety No loved ones
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Drained Of All Happiness I’ve Ever Felt
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Forgetting the only thing that keeps me alive
No passion for my favorite things
I guess this is the end of the line for me
drained of all happiness I’ve ever felt
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The Night You Left Me At My Dakest Point
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You were always there
But left me at my darkest point
I will never forgive you
You’re a fucking cunt
The night I tried to end my life
you weren’t there and refused to come home
Even as I begged
I was crying crying bleeding bleeding
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Anxiety (Overwhelming)
00:17
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I Cared For You At Your Lowest And You Pushed Me Away Like The Rest Of Your Loved Ones
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I didn’t want to leave this way
You left me no choice
Lying snake
Self centered narcisist
Fueled by acid
In complete denyal
When Will you
Deal with your problems
Stop taking it out on me
Abuser, Liar
Serial monogamist
how many people are you gonna hurt
Do you enjoy it? Does it bring you joy?
To hurt everyone who will ever love you
I cared for you
I helped you at your lowest
I tried to get you sober
you threw me in the trash like the rest of your friends
I will never forgive you
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Depression (Unbearable)
02:20
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Things Will Get Better I Promise
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Forget the past and embrace your future
Things might just get better if you just keep trying
Stop taking your anxiety out on others
Be happy with what you have
No on is gonna leave you if you just stop being toxic
This is not the end for you if you just try to get better
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HUSH Reykjavík, Iceland
One woman Brutal Death Metal project from Iceland themed around anti sexism, anti racism and anti homophobia
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